Originally Posted by
biminiblue 
Like, now you make choices that are rational, sane, and in your best interest.
I make them but I dont always trust them ! this whole thing has been incredibly difficult for me. I am doing all the right things but not seeing the positive results of my decisions. I know this takes time and at some point I will be grateful for putting myself and my recovery first, but right now its just hard and makes me sad and left out feeling...