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Old 08-08-2018, 05:26 PM
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snitch
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Oh yes, I know this feeling well. At 3 and a half months sober last weekend at the beach was pretty tortourous for me as my addiction was poking me incessantly. "Look at everyone drinking, enjoying wine in the sun, just a couple will be fine." Aggggggg! It was relentless all weekend. But like you, I kept playing that tape forward. No just one or two for me. EVER! Even the mere thought of just one or two made me feel irritable. Give me more!!!! Drink, drink, drink, cry, get angry, pass out. How much fun is that?! Today I so glad I didn't give in to the AV and my sober muscles got a little stronger. Enjoy the beach!!
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