I fell of last night after almost five days. Ive thrown every bottle I had left out.
Ive also deactivated my facebook after some late night posting before blacking out.
I didn't plan to drink last night. A friend stopped by with beer and before I knew it I had one in my hands..
I was still going through withdrawals but had 4 days and 20 hours. Would have been five today. would be easier if I could tell someone. probably have to do that at one point.
Anyway. I can't continue drinking and I can't stand my life. I have to do whats necessary to fix this.. im going back to school to get an education soon. in a weeks time. I need to sort myself out now..