But as I asked her on my text messages "please respond to me". She clearly doesn't want to cause I can see when she reads them.
My mother has no intent on cleaning up the past. My mother has no extensions to making things clear for me. My mom clearly doesn't respect me and I'm okay with that. Because, well, she gave me life. It's hard to wrap your mind around it. And i can't knock my mom for her pain...because she won't let it go.
It's just that simple. I don't believe she'll ever let it go.