I want to stop this ride....I want off...now..
I didn't see this coming, is this normal?
The last time I had any real sobriety was 3 years ago, when I signed up to SR...I was clean 8 months.
Same story, I went on a date, drank to feel "loved" and accepted.
Same story again, I went on a date, drank to feel "loved" and accepted.
I want to feel loved and accepted on my own, no drinks, no boyfriend, no family.
When I do this....everyone says there's something wrong with me, I'm secluded, distant, different....sober.
F%%k them all.....I like the distant, secluded, sober me...
Thoughts?