I was at that point when I got here Cuckoo. I spent pretty much all day on here for the first few days - I reasoned all those days were days I wasn't drinking.
It wasn;t easy - in fact it was quite uncomfortable, but it wasn't impossible.
If you want change, make change.
Make today a non drinking day. If you've already started stop before you get in too deep.
If you're worried about withdrawal, see a Dr
no excuse is good enough if you really want change.
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