Sweet,
I was suffering from spatial dissorientation issues for at least 10 years. My addiction led me to ignore them until they progressed to a state i could longer ignore.
Now, i have ptsd from. The SD problem, but i am getting better.
What has helped me so far is not drinking and then practicing routine walking and running.
I am sure there is permanent brain damage that i have to adjust for. I am much much better.
I use this self caused damage as a reminder that booze is poison to me.