Sing,
I had kindling and PAWS so I was off and on in hell holes for months after I quit.
Too many relapses did it to me.
I was never a big drinker, but I drank for a long time and I drank enough to alter my central nervous system significantly.
I am still seeing healing after all this time.
Motivation now to not relapse.
Just like you, I had a routine of sitting and drinking while in my man cave on TV etc. I copied my wife and kid. They don't drink, they just chill.
Me too.
My craves ramped up to a hellish level for at least 6 to 8 months. Friday nights, special occasions etc. Were tough.
My av would try everything.
Thanks.