Originally Posted by
sokatie 
I'm back here after a month. I'm frustrated. I feel like having/not having alcohol is a constant thought in my head that just won't go away. Is there ever a time that you are sober and don't even think about drinking? How do I get there?
Accept this: "We admitted we were powerless over alcohol - that our lives had become unmanageable."
And let go. Stop negotiating. What's it ever really done for you anyway?
Let go.
B