You're doing so well, Rover. I am early into sobriety too and maybe I am not as experienced as these amazing people, but I have a tip that really helps me:
Just focus on
today. The thought of being sober forever scared the hell out of me and I always relapsed because of it. So I just focus on not taking that first drink for the next twenty four hours.
Every day turns into weeks, then months, then years. Do not worry about staying sober for next week's BBQ, or that wedding in a few months time or this coming Christmas. Only
today.
Every day you get through sober makes you stronger and stronger. You are finally free, so fly high!