July 15 was my Day 1, haven't had any physical problems, sleeping better, but man, AV got it's teeth into me today. Urge surfing and other distractions didn't help, I felt like I was just being torn up. I even started making plans - well, I don't want to drink all weekend, so maybe just today, maybe I can drink for a day after every 10 days sober, etc. etc. etc. My brain was just spinning like crazy! I'm not sure what got me home safely but I'm here and thankful, but what can I do to better prepare? I feel like I escaped by a hair - never knew how scary that beast can be
