I'm here. I'm doing an easy day at work today- not going into the office (aka "the source of all my problems").
I'm applying for jobs everyday- that never changes.
I'm contemplating moving out of state right now. Not in a "geographical escape" kind of way but in a "nothing is ever going to transpire if I stay here so I'm going to wind up dead" kind of way. It's extremely early in the decision making process, but if something big doesn't happen soon, it's probably. my best option. Which isn't to say it's a good option.
I sent a message to my sort of friend in this state to try to help me get this job I applied for...he hasn't seen the message yet, and it's driving me nuts. Idk if he can help, or if they will even care if he tries to intervene on my behalf. It's just another thing I'm trying right now. Why not?