Originally Posted by
Laura3 
My point is I don't enjoy the company of other addicts. Even when I was using a lot I would dislike them and kick them out all the time because they ruined my childhood and I never really wanted to end up with them so part of my recovery should be avoiding these people and making more healthy relationships. I won't find a safe haven in a meetings group.
I understand that very clearly, and i'm not trying to argue with you or dispute that you don't like the recovery meeting environment.
My suggestion that you can still make the choice to quit ( and do it ) is irregardless of your stance on recovery meetings. You already have what it takes built inside you, just like all of us do/did.