I know a guy who had a drink problem and about 30 years ago a friend of his asked him if he would like to stop, he said he did but couldn’t, his friend said come to aa with me and give it an honest go for 3 months, in 3 months all the bars will still be there they are going no where and if you still want to drink by then at least you gave it an honest go so I’ll take you there myself I’ll even buy you your first drink, after 3 months his friend said will I get you that drink, he felt so good he said no, he is a solid member of aa now with a happy life so I think do the month, if you feel good try another month and another, maybe you will become the guy who gave it an honest go