What if I find that after a month I’ve somehow “reset” and with how good I’ll look and feel I will either not want to drink at all or maybe I’ll find I can get back to self moderation.
and what if you end up worse than you were? what if self moderation takes you to the grave or worse- ya end up hurting someone else when youre drunk? what if ya end up killing someone?
i had a lot of self hatred, insecurities, and fears when i was drinking. had em early in recovery,too. i happened to find a program that helped me face em all and be rid of them. that was the program of AA.