Staying sober
Hi friends. I too slipped and fell. I finally decided to go to 30 day inpatient treatment facility. Alchole was killing my soul and my life. I'm now going on 4 months sober. For me that's nothing compared to 40 years of drinking. My mind is calm. I do sleep alot, my mind is healing my body. I have decided that if I can only have 2 drinks what the hell good is that! So i know that will never happen! so i dont kid myself. I decideed its Best just to accept. I dont want two drinks to send me back to all the hell living in a bottle. God has been there daily to remind me this is the devil trying to destroy me.it is hell when you have no control of yourself, your mind. "Makes me suicidal " i love waking up with a clear mind body and soul. God bless all who suffer. God is the only savoir to sanity and sobriety. I'm starting to love myself again and receive love. That worth more then any drink can give me. I choose life and God and sobriety.