Originally Posted by MantaLady

Bad day for me today, cravings gone mad and one after the other since Breakfast. I even started looking at the cost of a room at the hotel less than half a mile away convincing myself I just needed a few days on my own and some space...but the reality is I am relapse planning and would be drinking today if I had access. Or maybe I wouldn’t if I could get out and about on my own for a day and manage this feeling...I don’t chuffing well know lol. 2.5 hours to bedtime, can’t come quick enough. No TV, internet not working well so sat here staring at the walls going stir crazy and being bitchslapped by my AV ain’t much fun!