Originally Posted by
rolf1 
I still crave the thing that I know has ruined my life for the last 35 years, its crazy and makes no sense whatsoever.
I was very in tune to this train of thought the day I joined SR and chose my screen name.
Originally Posted by
rolf1 I have to see instant results or get instant gratification, its crazy but Ive always been the same.
You don't need instant results. You
want instant results. That's not the same thing. That's really good news because it is highly unlikely you're going to get instant results.
I always drank, but now I don't. People can change.
You can change.
Best of Luck on Your Journey!
