Difficult to live life sober
I find it difficult to live life sober, i have been so used to getting drunk for years.
I wonder if i will ever be able to adjust to a normal life without drinking?
I was 55 days sober from a 5th of Vodka daily, then i relapsed for 4 days, then sobered up for 5 days, then relapsed again for 7 days.
I am now sober 2 days today, i tried drinking again, it just does not work anymore.
A few days before my first relapse i was getting restless, irritable, depressed, anxious, uncomfortable.
Then i decided to pick-up and have a few drinks which lead to more everyday for 4 days, then i tired it again 5 days later for 7 days.
When i sober up for a while, i always get restless, irritable, depressed, anxious, uncomfortable.
I need to stay sober, what are your thoughts?