Originally Posted by
Hevyn 
I'm glad you made it through unscathed, Gabe. Each time we make it over one of these hurdles we grow stronger.
You're right - the romantic image of a nice, civilized glass of wine doesn't live up to expectations. We imagine a warm, relaxed feeling & being in control. A bottle of wine later, all our good intentions are out the window. Later, we're filled with remorse. I found that the temptation lessened greatly after a few months.
Thanks Hevyn, I feel like the reality of this thing is finally kicking in after all these months of trying to stay sober. I'm such a black and white thinker. Sober = good = happy, and if I'm not happy all the time then there is something really wrong. Sober = life= happy, sad, scared etc. I'm getting ok with that. With not having to make it perfect. It's always good to hear that the temptation lessens over time. I'm just praying for the day where I'm at peace with this. Gabe xx