Alcoholic Blackouts
Hi , I am an alcoholic have been for many years, I was always in denial because I did not drink everyday. I was a huge binge drinker, I stopped drinking for 90 days a while ago, and I started back , I really do not know why. My last binge I had a full blackout. I only had one other one before it was many years ago. I have had partial blackouts before, but this was a full blown blackout, I can not recall three total hours, I can not remember driving home or paying my tab. The feeling of dread I have is overwhelming, I always have had the sense not to drive drunk and walk home , the bar I drank at was 1/2 Mike from my House, my wife showed me the burnt pizza in the oven , I can not remember cooking. My question is , should have go back to bar and inquire about my behaviour or should I just leave it alone. I think I paid my tab because I had 200 dollars when went there and woke up with 60.