Sick and tired of being sick and tired
Hi. Just found the site. I'm 42 and can't seem to control my drinking, and am at the point of just being mentally exhausted with it all. I've said I was going to quit drinking or cut way back a million times over the last 5 years or so. I will go for a while, then tell myself "see, you don't really have a problem" and go right back to it. Or create some rules that I can't ever stick to. I don't drink everyday, but when I do I always drink to excess. I went out last night for a work function and stayed out with a few other guys late and have been hating it all day today. I left work early and basically came home and took a nap. I'm feeling really low and need to break this cycle. I'm rambling but hoping I might find some support here. Thanks.