Thank you Aly!
I went to the shop and got myself some colourful macaroons
(OK - a lot of macaroons! 
) ... it's pure sugar, but whatevs.
I started feeling a bit stressed and nervous... I only have one shift for next week, while other people have 5 or 6. I don't know why - is it because I'm leaving in September? I should have handed in my notice like a few days before I move, but I wanted to be 'fair', so they have enough time to find somebody to replace me... well, that's what I get in return. It sucks, because I need something to take my mind off things... I go crazy when I'm alone all day every day.
Why am I feeling so nervous? I think it finally hit me that I'm moving and I have no clue what to do with myself. I should be excited about all this, but I'm so scared.
Eh it's gonna be fine..
Let's munch some sugar.