Just a little update:
I went to a meeting last night with hands shaking so bad I spilled my coffee but it was the best decision I ever made and I'm going to two today. I'm thinking I'll be going to a lot of meetings to fill up my time because drinking took up a lot of my time. It's only fair to let this take up time too.
The words of encouragement and support have been so helpful from everyone in the past 24 hours. I don't think I would have had the courage to go to so many meetings had I not made an account here.
So far I have another 24 hour chip and the big book in front of me!