Hey, SisterKiKi. You can do this! I just turned 58 yesterday and have 2.5 years of sobriety. I didn't think I could get and stay sober, but the great support of the people here at SR has been a vital part of my recovery. Please stick around, read, develop a sobriety plan and post often. I thought I was helpless and hopeless but I was very wrong. Wishing you all the best on your sober journey.