9th of July 2018. I have finally scared myself into accepting that alcohol is very dangerous for me to put in my body. I don't have hangovers anymore....I have days of confusion and intense panic. My whole reality changes and it's so frightening that between this and the blackouts I'm not conviced that I could die anytime I drink.
It's been coming for a year now.....this last time I new I couldn't take it anymore xx