Originally Posted by
dwtbd 
What do you mean by ' brake out.. and get the upper hand'?
The Beast will make you go buy coke, or have it delivered?
Yeah, well it did make me do that a thousand times before! Never delivery though my dealer didn't come out that far.
As I said, probably irrational but it's a kind of fear of provoking the beast by taunting it. Its early days for me, I'll work up to it.