Originally Posted by xxxNICHOLExxx

Thanks y’all
I don’t know where to begin lost not clear headed maybe confused reality of losing someone to addiction I’m scared to die an addict but yet I don’t think I can give up drinking I still been drinking daily but I’ve cut it in half I haven’t passout and blackout in awhile so I feel I’m not an alcoholic anymore i convinced myself smoking pot isn’t bad if you use it to get off doctors medication idk maybe sobriety isn’t meet for me or I’m not ready nothing bad has happened to me idk just thoughts running through my head definitely lost definitely no clue what I’m doing or why I’m even here