Step 3
I'm so anxious and indecisive right now. I start a new job tomorrow- I'm excited to have money and structure, but I'm also terrified of being too stressed and tired to go to meetings, or worse, being so stressed and tired that I take a drink. I don't really think that'll happen tho.
I feel like I haven't found my niche in AA yet, but I'm doing service work and reaching out to other alcoholics so what can I do?
I'm lonely but I want to be alone. I'm restless and wanna stay up all night but also wanna go to bed now.
I just got onto Step 3....so I guess this means I need to stop playing God, stop trying to control everything and turn my will and life over to the care of God.
Any guidance would be appreciated