Yeah. I would never want to end my life by my own hand.
It really is a wonderful life that I’ve been given. I am grateful to God from the bottom of my heart.
Any problem in it is with me.
I do look greatly forward to being united with Christ.
I believe with all my heart that he is paradise.
Not that I would ever take the life he has graciously given me and hasten its end—life is a gift—but if these are the cards that I have indeed been dealt, then I am not going to resist him kicking and screaming.