Hi Rayna. I'm glad you told us what happened & that you're ok.
I had a few setbacks before I kicked it for good. Each time I went back out, I put myself in more danger - my behavior was more unpredictable than ever. It was frightening how quickly I lost all control. I knew the only way to stay safe was to stop all together. It feels wonderful to be free. No more humiliating, embarrassing incidents. It sounds like you learned something valuable - I'm glad you said you were reminded how stupid drinking is. You can do this, Rayna.