Hi Everyone,
It's been a long time since I've been here. The reason I'm back is that I've lost control again. I've been day drinking. If there's beer left over in the morning, I'll drink it for breakfast. More days than not, I drink, just beer, but enough to make me nauseous most mornings when I wake up.
I need to stop, and being here is the first step for me. I feel that I need to confront the addiction and admit that I have a problem before I really mess up my life permanently.
This is day 1 for me. My thinking is foggy and I feel weak. I'm having trouble finding any kind of joy. I've got to do this. I know this place will help, but I've got a long road ahead of me. Day 1.