My first time sober on 4th too that i can remember. It was a little difficult was in a huge crowd thats bad for my anxiety and very new to being sober. My daughter is almost 4 and did not nap so she was acting crazy,my wife is sick and was miserable. All of thease things i used to wash away with beer to function. Im not going to lie for i would say a split second when I felt the anxiety coming on i said to my self there is a bar i can grab 2 beers real quick and make myself feel better. I quickly said to myself this anxiety isn't anything compared to how you will feel tomorrow way worse if i drank. So that thought passed pretty fast.