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I can feel the frustration S Sassy .
With your sobriety now ,... there is a great opportunity to learn what in the Sam Hill is going on causing such a history of weight loss and regaining it . We can all agree it's nothing to do with consuming alcohol ,...since tens of millions of non drinkers around the world today don't struggle with this .
This ,.... hopefully will get you started on a new chapter in your life ,....to bolster your sobriety !
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=okUsfnQNn8g