Hi snuf, hope you are doing well today. I know what you mean about scars. I have scars from head to toe. Don't know where most of them came from. My left leg has these long slashes on it. I still have a scar on my right wrist from punching through a window at a treatment center while drunk. Blood spurting to the ceiling. Luckily I was in a hospital. Have scars on my groin area due to spilling a crockpot full of hot food while drunk. Almost lost a few toes stepping into a glass coffee table while drunk. I look like I went through a war. Remember, the goal of alcohol is to kill us, and it is relentless until we do something about it. Wishing you well. John