Oh wheekie, your posts sound like I could have written them myself. I’m also having a very hard time struggling to stay sober, I’m exhausted all the time but can’t sleep... think my main problem is I thought being sober I’d feel much better and instead I feel worse. Physically and emotionally. I don’t count how many days I’ve been sober but I think I’m at about 3 months now. And it seems like it gets harder every day to resist the urge to buy alcohol and drink away my sorrows.