Originally Posted by
speed39144 
I am trying to beat the beast. I have nice meals ready for drunk me. Can't remember eating the next day though? I so wish I could stop now. A good friend who is only 40 is having major issues with his heart as he drinks from 2pm to sleep every day. His heart stops every 15mins for 4-9 secs. WTF? Are we crazy? I had heart surgery a week ago...SVT Ablation. So far so good.
You can stop now. It's a lie that you can't.
Stop. Get sober. Get help. Take care of yourself.
It's that simple. Incredibly hard, but very, very simple.