Old 06-25-2018, 08:23 AM
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MantaLady
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Awesome job Snufkin, I hope you are as proud of yourself as we all are of you!

Just checking in, day 13 in rehab, it's still hard, learning a lot in some ways and starting to participate in the group sessions more and opening up to people which is making me feel more positive. Still struggling to get in touch with any other emotion than anger as I have dampened them down for so long with alcohol it's so hard to grab hold of them, I have become really good at blocking them out, too good in fact but I am going to keep at it and hopefully I will be able to cry without having to have 2 bottles of wine first lol

I am still not exercising though and I need to get going with that but the 30 degree heat at 6am using an outdoor gym is a killer! We had a meal out at a seafood restaurant on Sunday and next door in the hospital there was a starbucks...I was so excited (yes I know they are an evil corp!) to have a decent coffee with soy milk. One thing I am learning is to take pleasure in the small things and be grateful for them!

Anyhow, keep strong weekenders and be good! xx
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