Mera,
We are all here for one obvious reason.
Addiction.
For the majority of us; alcoholism.
The end result of our actions from continued drinking
will ultimately slap us silly, with varying degrees of severity.
(Personally, I could write a horror novel about my past actions)
It may seem difficult, futile, or downright impossible, at the moment,
but the key is to stop drinking right now - ASAP.
Drinking may appear to be numbing your pain or anguish,
but eventually, everything will get much, much worse-
if you continue, that is.
For alcoholics, drinking is by no means a crutch to lean on, or a “friend”.
It is the *enemy*. It is negativity. It will rob us blind of everything good.
You’re already very aware of this. Time to take action.
Be kind to yourself. You deserve it.
Stop beating yourself up with guilt and self-loathing.
It won’t solve anything.
Help yourself as much as you can but do not hesitate
to seek additional help, as necessary.
Formulate a new plan and follow it.
Put your own health, sanity, and well-being, at the top of your list.
All else will then fall into place.
We know you can do this.
