Snuf,
Glad you shared that. How can we help you get rid of them? How about when you wake up, take care of it first thing. You don't want to be haunted with thinking about them. I know just having a bottle of vodka in the house would stop me from enjoying my quit. I would just keep thinking about it being there. Something about having it so close would just keep pulling...like the RING in Lord of the Rings. You need to just remove them from your control and then your mind will be free of the trance.