Welcome and thank you for posting. I am a wife, mom and alcoholic too. I quit drinking in Dec and needed medical help to stop. I almost died drinking and almost died quitting. If you can stop for days on end then you can stop forever. Don’t celebrate these days by drinking! Walk the opposite way of the liquor store. Can you join AA or get some other support? Those who have a drinking problem truly do understand. Stay on the forum - I am pretty new too but everyone here has been great .