...... the old, insidious insanity - that first drink. One definition of insanity is when a sober alcoholic picks up that first drink. Today I don't have to act on that thought. I nod as it passes by me searching the universe for someone willing. We witness it daily - a little time and the act of picking up that first drink. Plenty who will. I certainly did many times.
Ya know, the results worsened over time. Finally, the obstacles to my sobriety were removed - love of family, job, house etc.
Keep trudgin
Unless you're cured, of course .......
Best