Thanks guys. Some wise words here.
Simply putting it I really enjoy sober life, I don't want to throw it away and won't.
Boredom sounds like the best term to use, I should of just said that in my thread.
In regards to activities, I am a longtime woodworker, unfortunately my current living arrangements has got all my tools in storage. I might set up a noise free workshop with only handtools.
Ahh that endless search for inner peace. You think you found it, but It seems to disguise itself every year.