Insidious thoughts
Lately I've been having some thoughts creep back into my brain. My AV talking, I suppose. It feels like it's the devil talking to me.
"Why don't you just take one drink? "
"Go get a bottle of wine. No one is home. No one will know."
"Do you really want to be sober for the REST of your life?"
Why am I having these thoughts?! I'm 53 days sober and I've been doing great. Why would I throw it all away now?
Anyone else have these thoughts? It scares me, but sometimes I want to listen.