I struggled r-e-a-l hard for a long time ... face in the pavement struggling.
I remember a lot of time in meetings, when they did the chips, and they offered the 30 day chip - I would say to myself, I've got 30 days, but just not in a row.
I am now over 4 years clean & sober.
RDBplus3 ... Happy, Joyous and FREE ... and I KNOW U Can B 2