I am glad that you are back and posting, Snufkin.
Opening up to your doctors and creating a partnership with them could be so beneficial.
Early times in sobriety and recovery are challenging; it can be an emotional and physical roller coaster. It can take the body, mind and spirit some time to heal. It took me many months but, take heart - I am more than a bit older than you; you have the gift of youth on your side.
However long it takes, it worth every second and every effort.
Stay with us. We are 100% on your side.