Snufkin! So glad you're okay-ish.
It took me a good six months before I felt anywhere close to normal. After the first month I felt stable most of the day - but there is no denying how hard it is and how many layers there are to the healing.
I hope you'll give your anxiety and your body time to settle down. I wish I could tell or somehow show you how much better it gets if you give continuous sobriety a chance.
Read everything that you think might apply - wherever you can find it. I think I read every website and a ton of books. Throw all your intelligence and drive at this and you will be rewarded with a life you can't imagine right now. You can save yourself.
Much love, and thanks for posting. I makes my day to know you're still in the fight.