Welcome. I have been sober a few months but for me it was an easy decision - quit or die. You may be drinking a bottle of wine a day now, but you’ll keep needing more and more to quiet the anxiety. I think many of us drink because of anxiety and depression. I also made bad choices when I drank - all I can do is be thankful I got a chance to get sober. You can do this! If nothing else, so you can truly be there for your daughter. You’re in good company here. Best of luck.