Hi, Icewater.
Positive is overrated.
I think modern society is too fixated on positivity as ultimate form of successful existence.
It takes some time for cravings to go away. The first month or so I sometimes just stared the wall because I couldn't do anything else and thoughts about wine were driving me crazy.
It will pass. Just don't give in.
You are not lonely. You are here. Rant away, share some mundane stuff, anything. Forget about positivity.
I am far from being positive today, and yet, as you can see, still tolerated by my fellow weekenders)
Wow. You did horse riding competitively. I used to do it as a hobby and it was one of the most challenging things I ever did.
Sorry about your knee.
Can you sit on a porch with a cup of tea and a good book?
Or, maybe join our world cup club and watch some soccer. Mexico is kicking Germany's arse.
Whatever. Just don't get that first drink.