It is moments like this which make reloading process especially hard for me.
I am back from a good boxing workout.
The weather is beautiful, I am relaxing on the balcony having coffee, cherries, and peaches.
And I am temporarily content and don't feel like changing anything.
Compared to 3 years ago...
I am struggling to find this fine line between acknowledging what I've achieved and pushing myself forward at the same time.
Because if I don't push myself in no time I will slip back into depression and lethargic state when I don't feel anything.
It seems like the major issue for me now is not the challenges I face, but rather lack of high-quality challenges.
I am just scared to admit it.